Crushed Like Fruit

Never exhume me,
I don't want you,
My dream,
Just like a waterfall in black and white,
But you needed to know that I lied to you,
Why don't you stay here?
Does she love me?
My dream,
To cruise through outer space and feel the breeze,
I can't believe this dream,
I can't believe that I have tried so hard to die,
And now you want your money back,
I can't believe that I have to live without you.